Hi everyone! I hope you are all feeling great and getting into the Christmas spirit. I just wanted to give you an update on what has been happening in my life of late. It’s been a busy time for me with my dad’s birthday and decorating the house and preparing for Christmas. My dad’s 85th birthday was on November 22nd and my brother was home from Alberta for a week so we had a small party for my dad. My sister also came home from Halifax for the party. It was great to spend time with my family, especially as my parents are getting up there in years and we never know how much time we have with them.
I had a sick cat, Molly, who I had to have put down last Wednesday. She had been sick for over a year and even though she had x-rays and blood work, etc., they couldn’t find anything wrong with her. However she would go through long periods of not being able to keep her food down. I tried several different kinds of food, the vet gave her medicine and then a shot of something to stop the vomiting for a bit, but it always came back. So last Wednesday I decided enough was enough, and even though it broke my heart to do it, I felt it was best for her to put an end to her misery. I miss her so much as she always wanted to be wherever I was. If I was sat here at my computer, she curled up on a chair beside me. She followed me wherever I went unlike our other 2 cats who are content to wander or be wherever, if I’m there or not. She was only 7 years old and she had the most gentle and beautiful spirit of any cat I have ever owned. She is greatly missed!
Then there is the situation with my Twin Flame. I know most Twins go through the same thing, but it doesn’t make it any easier to go through it myself. We go through periods of connection and separation like most Twins, and even though we have been at this for almost 10 years, it never gets easier when issues come up. It is really tempting to throw in the towel and be done with it and I have been struggling with just that for the past week. I know some Twins have given up and moved on with a soul mate and are very happy having done that. That idea is very tempting! To say this is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life would be an understatement!
The only thing that keeps me from doing anything drastic right now is that much is being put out in the form of articles and posts that the energies are increasing on the planet at a phenomenal rate right now, and as this happens more and more people are waking up to who they really are and who they are meant to be with. So I am trying to be patient and let things unfold as they will, however patience isn’t really one of my virtues lol! So if you are a Twin Flame who is going through separation from your own Twin, hang in there, things will get better!